The other day I went to Sol Latino (Mudan jie no.23) and the Mayflower on the same street. Both places held a ladies night and I drank like a fish. I was so drunk and even forgot a few events that had occured. I remember most of it but I don’t even remember kissing a guy’s neck (something my friend said I was doing). I remember getting so pissed off at the taxi driver and my friend was calming me down. Apparently I had told him after the disco to bring us to Guilin Lu and then when he brought us there, I told him it was back to our University he was supposed to go. He got pissed supposedly and I just got pissed off as well and I remember my blood boiled a little more than usual (thanks to the booze).

I then remember pouring my heart out to my friend about my family problems, I’m not concerned about what I had told her because I remember telling her things she probably already knew but I even remember holding back a few things. It’s true that when you’re drunk you say a little too much but this incident have made me realize that with this particular friend of mine, I do tell her a lot of things and I’m not worried at all about it. I think we know who our friends are during the downest times in our lives and the drunkest times. Ever since we’ve started hanging out, she’s always been there for me during my drunk times and I’m always there during her sober times!

The funny thing for me, I’m weaker when I’m drunk and she’s stronger when she’s drunk. Does that mean she is stronger as a person than she wants to believe and that I’m weaker than I want to believe? I think so. I don’t think I’m as strong as my family wants me to be and I don’t even have to be drunk to cry about this. I have been brought up to lift everyone up and nobody cares to lift me up. It’s funny because I don’t think I’m really different mentally when I’m drunk or sober. Just the other day I was crying in my room because of the “Baby P” story. I think I’m hormonal. My menses have come!

I don’t really care to do much SEO (Search Engine Optimization) on my site because I’m not really looking for that much publicity or fans. I do have ads on my site which earns me a few cents every month and a dollar or two when I’m lucky, but my blog’s been up for a little over a year and I haven’t even earned enough to call this blog site of mine “self-sufficient”.

I don’t really care is why. Sometimes, I search online for blogs like mine. Those that people write but not many people read. I like it. It’s always great to know I have a few returning visitors now and then but also nice that nobody goes digging for personal information about me.

I’m a “nobody” I can say and I like it that way. I’m just words on a page that people read when they want, but I’m not a celebrity. I think it’s always great to live a simple life. You read what you want and have no pressure whatsoever in trying to please anybody.

So for my returning visitors, I’d just like to say “Thank you” and for those of you who return following my weight loss that’s great, and for those of you who come to read my reviews on softwares, gadgets etc., that’s great as well!

I haven’t been writing much about Changchun. I live in Changchun it’s true, but you can see from my blog that I just live here. My life in online and in classes. I go out, have been to most classy and crappy restaurants I know of here in Changchun but that’s all the past. I guess I will have to write a little more about Changchun and maybe give you newbies to Changchun, I clear way around this marvelous city.

There are the places most foreigners know about, and the few even the Chinese don’t know about. Changchun’s not as big, but not as small as people think either. There are lots of indoor swimming pools in both hotels and sports clubs. There are indoor ice skating rinks, small restaurants hiding here and there. I just never bring my camera when I go, but I will next time- I promise!!!

I want to start posting a few stuff about learning Chinese as well. You can see my blog isn’t a niche site at all. It’s just about the everyday things I do.

Before I leave, I just want to say that it’s “Ladies Night” on Thursday at the Mudan Jie Mayflower so hope I see you all there if I go. I’m going to be that lady you wouldn’t be able to take your eyes off… good or bad!